Monday, October 29, 2012

Baby G

Praise the Lord, I am pregnant. I have to admit when I first found out I was pregnant I was very shocked and it was an awkward feeling. I didn't really want to talk about it because I hadn't seen a doctor yet. I even felt like I couldn't thank the Lord yet because I wasn't positive I was pregnant. When I was home surprising my family I found out I was pregnant. What a fun time to find out I am pregnant?? I wasn't around Andy though and that was a bit tough. You definitely want to be around your husband during this time.

These 2 weeks were rough because I was feeling pregnant but I just wanted to see a doctor to confirm it. We hear all this negative information on the news all the time about miscarriages and it is hard not to believe it could happen to YOU. I didn't feel closer to God during this time. I felt further away. All my fault. I felt the Devil seeping into my thoughts and controlling my mind and heart. AWFUL, I know. It is sickening to think about. I am still working on this.

We went last Friday, October 26th at 9:30 a.m. to see the doctor at the Frauen Clinic. We live in a foreign country so yes I was nervous thinking about how different it would be from America. Walking into the clinic, I just felt a calming sensation. Again this is God making me feel at ease. Even when I turn from him, he doesn't turn from ME. I am blessed. I had my blood pressure taken and the doctor said, are you nervous, your blood pressure is high? I said, haha YES. I am very nervous. Then my doctor called me in and did the normal exam. She spoke good English and I felt very comfortable. She then did the ultrasound and there was the HEARTBEAT. It is honestly the cutest little thing in the entire world. It wasn't really a crying moment for Andy and I. It was more a OMG that is so sweet and CUTE. Switzerland is very laid back with rules on what not to do when pregnant. All I got was wash your hands after handling meat. HAHA. Love it. I also did not know you are not supposed to fly in your first trimester and that is why I got so sick during this time. YIKES, that scares me.

My 12 week appointment is in 4 weeks and my mommy gets to come. I AM SO HAPPY!!

Symptoms so far: Note, I said so far. I have reason to believe I might be getting more....
Very tender Boobs. I want to chop them off they hurt so bad.
I get chills a lot
Very full all the time, can't eat very much at all. Fine by me because I have lost weight.
Very tired all the time.
Get winded very easily.

Updates soon!!!

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