Saturday, February 8, 2014

Ame and her early mornings

Ame wakes up every morning at a different time. I was getting so used to 7 and 7:30 though so now when she wakes at 6 am I want to scream. Sometimes even 5 or 5:30 UGHHH. I hate looking at the clock and being SO mad that it is SO early. But it isn't even that early. I used to get up at 5:30 to work out with my mom and then have a full day of teaching. I have always woken up early. So why now that I have a kid is 6 so early?? I think it is because I got used to the 7-7:30 thing and it was pure bliss. When I have prayed to God to change my heart over this matter I get my answer. It is a phase. This is not a forever thing. When Ame is a certain age she can snuggle in our sheets and watch cartoons while we snooze a little longer. When she is older she will be going to bed later and therefore waking up later. I just have to take ONE DAY AT A TIME. Sometimes I go crazy thinking this is my new life. But it isn't. This too shall pass. When I am older and the kids are gone I will be begging for someone to wake me up. How do I know this? Because when I was here, jobless, without Ame I would long for a purpose to my day. I would have given anything for an early start to my day. I just have to take one morning at a time. On the plus side during the Summer the sun is up by 5 :) Now that will be fun. Ame and I can take early morning walks!!!

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