Things take time.

I know that it is human nature to want things in that very moment. If I need a new car, I want it that day. I don't want to research different cars. I want to look at 5 and pick my favorite. I am usually like that with ordering food. The first thing I see that I really want is what I get. I don't look for anything more. This is what leads me to my blog. I don't want to be that person. I don't want to snap my fingers and have everything come in a moments time. Scientists can sometimes work their entire lives on figuring out a cure and they never quite find it. They never gave up, or thought that their time and effort meant nothing.

I know I will need a lot of Gods help with changing. Right now I am having a lot of back problems. I try taking a medicine and if I don't notice a change in the first couple days, I stop taking it. When I pray to God, I want answers that moment. I don't want to wait a month to hear him. If I ask him to change me I think I should be changed the next day. This is not how it is supposed to be. Changing oneself takes time. Evolving into a different person takes strength, courage, and prayer. I never want to be the person that thinks I have reached my full potential either. I now know in the future that if I pray for change it will take time. As long as I stay strong and continue to pray it can happen.