2012. New Year, new ideas.

2012 is going to be a big year for me. I have decided that I am done trying to fit the mold of what people want me to be. I have so many friends/family with so many ideas that I cannot possibly make them all happy. I am always so worried about how people view me and that isn't what life is about. It is MY life and I have to live for me. The one person I should be worried about it my husband and God. I know it will be a daily struggle to do this but it is so very important to show people who I am.

This is who I am....

• Working out and being healthy make me so happy
• Love having a routine. 
• Love getting up early
• Love going to sleep by 10-11
• I don't really care for alcohol that much. So I am over drinking because people want me too. It is my body. 
• I love reality T.V. I am done making apologies for that 
• I love being in sweatpants/yoga pants during the day, motivates me to work out 
• I love fashion
• I love the idea of being thin. I have prayed about this forever and it never leaves my mind. Therefore I have to get back to the weight where I feel happy. I don't need to eat just because someone wants me too. 
• I don't really care to go out. I love going out to dinner and going home to watch a movie. That is my idea of a fantastic night. 
• I don't like heels really, I am done wearing them because I think I should. 
• I want to be a mom in the next 2-3 years. I don't care what age I will be and don't care what people think. It is my life. 
• Love being outside. I pray a lot when I get outside and stare at God's beautiful creations. 
• I am sporty. I will never be a girlie girl. I just need to accept that about myself. I will always be a tomboy. This is how God made me :) 
• I absolutely LOVE being married. I never thought I would love it this much. Why am I making excuses for being married young and why I am happy. Who cares!! I am the happiest I have ever been.